Dilemma

Lest,I become a habit to you,
Difficult to shake off,
But,hard to live with.
Bemoaned often,
and cared less
But again,
tough to let go;
I should take your leave.

Before the words I wish to say,
Die, as a sigh on my lips
I should take your leave.

I have mustered the courage today,
To have my say...
To tell you,
What you think
But cant convey...

Lest, the love, that you feel for me,
Brings you to a point
That you feel,
Caught in a dilemma.
I should take your leave.....