Ache Within

 I have stood apart
at a distance,
from your world and  its periphery
knowing well,
you can  do  without
everything  that's me !
I  stand,nevertheless,
fighting  my  anxiety

we come a long way
longer than  eternity
yet I find a disconnection-
a crack, that pretends  to heal

An ache settles in my heart
and becomes  a part of my being