Angst

The absurdity of  thoughts
random,
abstract,
and vague.
It takes forever
to put them in order.

Angst grips my mind.
senseless,unknown fears
driving me to the brink

I wonder at times...
if hopes get home-delivered
fresh and warm,
unlike the love
that lay frosted,
in the cold storage
of  the heart

The audacity of my heart
that goes on craving
at the face of hopelessness
 not wanting to come to terms
with nothingness,
nothingness!!